[ she is, in fact, a literal bowl of Eve soup— she's noodled in a bed shaped like a ramen bowl, chin resting on a pillow shaped like half a boiled egg. ]
[ she sounds a little unhappy— oh. probably because she feels a little unhappy, somewhere under the slip and slide that is trying to get her thoughts in any sort of order. ]
[ she's still squinting dubiously—the lights are dim but they are still killing her a bit—but after a moment she shuts her eyes again and just. oozes partly out of the bowl-bed into Evangeline's lap. hi. ]
Well, I mean... I got your memory of offering to share your emotions with me and why you offered and I kinda cried a bunch, but I wouldn't call that bad. It was just a lot.
[So she won't say something like 'even if I'd gotten a maiming memory it would have been no big deal' - it's true, it wouldn't be the first time, but she knows Eve would make faces.]
[ bunts her head into those scritches a little, carefully ]
...I'll think of it as a good thing, then. I think?
[ there's still... something itching at the edge of her consciousness, somewhere underneath The Soup. Evangeline did something her subconscious decided was worrying, apparently, but of course she's got no fucking clue what! because she was asleep! this is incredibly fucking stupid. ]
Still feel like I need to be worried about something.
...think I'd know if something got broken? Maybe. I sort of remember— paying attention to something? Focusing?
[ fuck if she can remember what, exactly— just a sort of vague awareness of trying to cling to lucidity like to a pier in the middle of a heavy storm. knowing it was desperately important without having the context for why. ]
...think that's why my head hurts. Huw fucking wept.
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'm so fucking watered down. No nutrition.
[ she is, in fact, a literal bowl of Eve soup— she's noodled in a bed shaped like a ramen bowl, chin resting on a pillow shaped like half a boiled egg. ]
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I probably should be drinking more water regularly anyway. Where's the best place for scritches?
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[ very intelligible, Eve. she wrinkles up her nose a little bit, and then slowly rolls her head toward Evangeline. ]
Between my eyes's where it hurts worst. I think. Fuck.
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-Thanks for letting me help you.
[She isn't talking about the scritches.]
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...you did something.
[ she sounds a little unhappy— oh. probably because she feels a little unhappy, somewhere under the slip and slide that is trying to get her thoughts in any sort of order. ]
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[She's not wearing her flower, incidentally.]
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[ she's still squinting dubiously—the lights are dim but they are still killing her a bit—but after a moment she shuts her eyes again and just. oozes partly out of the bowl-bed into Evangeline's lap. hi. ]
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That's fair, it was pretty metaphorical in there. -I heard you calling to me for help, so I did my best.
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That shit's always like that. ...Don't know whether I'm curious or if that feels too... Shit. What's the— navel-gaze-y.
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—wait, shit—
[ said as she tries to sit up, which she obviously immediately regrets a whole lot, judging by the immediate swearing and the way she re-flops ]
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[Concern!!!]
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You didn't— was there any bad shit in there?
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Oh thank fuck. [ ... ] That's... not a great memory or anything, but.
I don't mind talking about it. It doesn't involve maiming. Good e-fucking-nough.
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[ shifting cautiously around to rub the back of a paw against her face ]
...Feelingception?
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We're friends. I care a lot about friends. And I wanted...
...okay, you already know what I wanted. Still.
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I know. And it means so much to me.
[So she won't say something like 'even if I'd gotten a maiming memory it would have been no big deal' - it's true, it wouldn't be the first time, but she knows Eve would make faces.]
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...I'll think of it as a good thing, then. I think?
[ there's still... something itching at the edge of her consciousness, somewhere underneath The Soup. Evangeline did something her subconscious decided was worrying, apparently, but of course she's got no fucking clue what! because she was asleep! this is incredibly fucking stupid. ]
Still feel like I need to be worried about something.
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[Of course, she means she didn't damage anything of Eve's.]
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...think I'd know if something got broken? Maybe. I sort of remember— paying attention to something? Focusing?
[ fuck if she can remember what, exactly— just a sort of vague awareness of trying to cling to lucidity like to a pier in the middle of a heavy storm. knowing it was desperately important without having the context for why. ]
...think that's why my head hurts. Huw fucking wept.
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i am just going to assume she got swarmed by the datemates after lmao
oh absolutely