...I know I've asked people for vibe checks relatively recently, after being told specifically that I could ask people for that if I didn't know if something was worth worrying about or not... I know I've vented to people, but usually after being invited to, I don't think I've ever gone to someone like 'can I vent to you'...

The person who brought this up told me that there's a big difference between being able to survive on your own and knowing you have other people you can rely on. And it's not, like. It's not like I think if I asked, people wouldn't help? It's just-

Fuck. I don't know what I'm trying to say anymore.